alysse

alysse

So I’ve told you bits and pieces of this in fragments at a time but if you want me to say in one whole then that I will do.

Friendship comes first because that is what is most important. I have known you maybe a months tops but somehow you’ve grown on me faster then anyone I have ever met. Which I just find rather astonishing. You listen to me when no one else and out of everyone you’re the only that ever knows exactly what to say. I relate to you in many different ways and I look up to you and though ive known you only about a month that has nothing to do with it. You say you don’t get how I could even have this feeling with such a short amount of time that has been around well I honestly don’t have an exact answer for that. I just feel like I can turn to you and you will know what to say. I hear a lot about you doubting yourself and I can even see that you tend to doubt yourself which is something I really wish you wouldn’t do because let me tell you, your one of the brightest and most intelligent girls I’ve ever met. Even though we’re not on the best terms of all right now, and even though you don’t believe shit I say, I want you to know that I love you. There is no easier way for me to say that. You’ve impacted me more then anyone I’ve ever met. And that says a lot when not even Bianca has impacted me in the ways you have. Yeah I know what your thinking right about now, what the hell right? Bianca is my best friend and your some girl I just met a month ago and   that makes no sense at all right? Well, It just goes to show how much you’ve impacted me. I’ve told you the one thing about me that NO ONE knows and knowing you won’t tell anyone makes me grateful cuz I am just about sure that anyone else would say something. I trust you and I believe in you. I honestly feel like that you were a missing piece in my life. But it all seems just so much more clear to me now. I know I didn’t listen, I reached out you grabbed on and I was dumb...