Hurt To Heal

Hurt To Heal

Introduction

Pain has no selective person. Sometimes in life we all will experience pain in some form or fashion. It comes in all shapes and sizes. Pain dresses in many different costumes, mentally, physically, and emotionally. Some pain is large and some are small. So small we don’t even know that we harbor it until it decides to show up 20,30 or even 40 years later!
Pain will use whom he will to hurt us. Moms, dads, brother’s, and sister’s yes, even husbands and wives will fall prey to pain.
Guess what? Pain doesn’t last always! So take Pain for what it is and shake it off! Someone, somewhere needs to know how you conquered Pain! Someone needs to hear what you did to win the fight of Pain.
No Pain, No gain!

Chapter 1

“Pain Made Me, Blame Me”

At the age of 15 my parents decided that I would do a lot better at a private Academy to continue the remaining years of high school. Of course to me that was just like the end of the world! I had all of my friends here at my home high school. “Why do I have to go 2 hours away?” “I don’t know anyone there.” My parents really wanted me to get structure and build my independence. So off to a small town in New Jersey I went!
Upon arrival, all I could see was mountains, and cornfields. The smell of cow manure filled the air. This was not the place for me! The school was nestled in the center of a small town in New Jersey. My home for the next couple of years. The people were friendly; however, everyone had their friends from previous years and really just kept to themselves. I signed in as a sophomore and then was assigned my dorm room for this school year.
The afternoon started to come to a close and I began to make new friends and I had my eye on one student in particular. I’ll call him Jason. He was not really the type of guy I was attracted to normally, but oh well, he really was the only one that I thought looked good. The journey began. We began to become really close and...